Sunday, April 11, 2010

How "deep" can someone "Google" you !!

A few days ago while I was browsing the internet for some geeky stuff, I found a t-shirt, quoting the following:
"Sometimes when I am alone...
I Google myself..."
While the one-liner was supposedly funny and I guess the time it was written, I am sure that the person who wrote it wouldn've thought of 'Googling ' yourself as something that a totally jobless fellow does in his free time when (s)he couldn't think of anything else to do... well whatever, that's not the point. The point is, Googling yourself : is it a joke anymore? I am sure, all of us have already Googled ourselves at least once! Or if someone hasn't, he/she will do it sometime soon.

Having said that, as usual, like most of the other things, the statement "I Google myself" triggered a thought and I decided to do a bit of experimenting to investigate how much am I or anyone else is exposed online by mere Googling !! And this is how it went:

Googling Myself...
This was simple ! All I needed to do was a google search with my name and surname.
Any prerequisites?
Yes !!
1. My name (thank god, like all other names, I've never forgotten this one) and
2. Internet , to which, by the way I am connected almost 24x7.
If you're thinking I should probably stop beating around the bushes and come to the pointless point which no one cares about.. I am coming to that.
So, when I hit the return key, there it was!!! I was at first kind of disappointed when I saw a line saying:
Did you mean: Swapnil Divekar
I must admit that I was jealous because google thinks my last name is a mistake, but it was okay when I saw that I have a full page of results dedicated to my name. I may not be the first person people are Googling, but then I have one full page. Yay !!

Where do I live on the web?
Alright, once I had a full page with my name, it was time to look into my whereabouts on the internet. Results were basically categorized into 3 types.
1. Profiles on social/Professional networking sites, google profile etc. : These include results from Facebook.com, LinkedIn.com, Twitter.com, Orkut.com so on and so forth. It was worth noting that I was also listed into other people's social networking profiles since I was in their network. (I will talk about this later)
2. Personal blog or a website: This is probably everyone's hoping for, that is, getting your blog or website listed in Google search results. I was happy that I had my blog(s) listed in the result.
3. References on school/college websites, discussion forums etc.: This was kind of unexpected, because I was unaware that I was being watched by Google when I was posting a comment on some technical forum or seek some help from online experts or was taking and appointment with professor for project discussion on the class wiki.

Going deeper into it
This is where the real fun begins. I started following the links one by one.
1. Facebook: When I clicked the Facebook link, the first thing I and anyone else probably would notice is my display picture on Facebook. Not only that, pics of random friends belonging to my network were listed. Along with that, other things like, the groups I have joined, the apps I use, the games I play, they were all listed. Isn't that cool?
No, it isn't. I'll tell you why..but later.
2. LinkedIn: Getting listed here was pretty much acceptable, because I want people (and by people, I mean potential employer) to view my "public" profile on LinkedIn. Although, I think that my public profile on LinkedIn should be pretty much visible from LinkedIn and it would be okay if it doesn't get listed in Google search results.
3. Google Profile: This was a fairly new thing. Probably, this result is included in the search result ever since I started using Google Buzz. I don't mind being listed here, the only thing I disliked about the profile is, it is displaying the thumbnails of my 'non-public' picasa web album. And as a matter of fact, since my blogs are linked to my Google profile, the page is listing the link to this post.
4. My Blogs: While the links to this thing is present on every social networking site I use, Google search includes a link to my both blogs and in turn access to my blogger profile from which one can also see what blogs I am following, what am I reading, how many and what people are following my blog, so on and so forth.
5. Twitter: Search result includes a link to my Twitter account and also my username on twitter. Once I followed that link, I can see my recent tweets, which also means, I could see what I've been doing in past few days. Is it good or bad? Again, I am going to address this soon.
6. Miscellaneous: This includes the traces I left on discussion boards, school/ class website and all other places where appearing in google search was the last thing on my mind. Anyways, to sum up: it's not necessary that you're in google search result only when you intend to !!

What does this mean? (a.k.a Son of a %$^%$^ or WTF)
To sum everything up very quickly, as I just said: I was in the search results sometimes expectedly and sometimes unexpectedly. Suppose I spend half an hour researching about myself (or anyone else) on Google, this is what probably I am going to end up with.
1. Full name of a person (already known). Any nicknames/ usernames associated (e.g. myself on twitter or some discussion board, blog etc.)
2. Photo : From Facebook and/or from Twitter and/or from blogger profile and/or from Google profile.
3. Age: From any or all sources listed above.
4. Address: At least the country and at most the city from any or all of the profiles above.
5. Occupation: I could find this thing from my blogger profile, but I am sure that there are many people like me, who didn't think about exposing this info. about themselves while putting it on sites like these. And of course, if you have a LinkedIn profile, you're totally nude when it comes to info like this. LinkedIn shows my occupation, my university, places/employers I've worked at/for. Places and institutions I've studied at.
6. Institution: LinkedIn or Blogger profile is the best source to get this info
7. Activities: It was very easy to track down my own activities from my blog, my twitter account, my Google profile and all other possible sources.
When I collected all this info about myself (technically called as information harvesting), I totally found myself in WTF!!! situation. I was astonished that one can find out so much about me, just by knowing my name. And the kind of info one would have about me before even meeting/talking to me will be my name, age, occupation, where do I live broadly, where do I study or studied, where do I work, how much experience do I have in whatever I do, what are my interests and hobbies, some random friends and their info, what have I been doing lately (from status updates etc), my way of thinking (from my blog), my interests, my hobbies etc etc etc....
Of course, some of this was intended. I mean, I want few things about me to be public and so I don't mind them being listed anywhere, but what freaks me out is when someone can google me and see what have I been upto from my tweets or status updates or blog entries. When someone can find my email address and email me whatever they want. When someone knows about my friend circle and possibly can get same info about them too. And if that wasn't enough, when someone can find my name's reference on my class wiki and find out what class I attend at what time and what project was I doing for the class and what time and date and where am I supposed to meet my professor. Maybe this is a rare instance, but I am sure that plenty of such will follow in the future and it's not only about me, but everyone who's like me. This makes me think that isn't it a reason to be afraid of the power of web? Is it growing beyond our control? If yes, how can I tame it.

Solutions???
Yes, there is one for sure. You can probably make all your profiles and stuff private, post on blogs and in discussion forums with fake names/usernames etc. In other words - create a fake identity on the web and if you are as forgetful about the usernames and passwords as I am, forget about social networking, discussion forums etc. Make your profiles private with the risk of a friend or a potential employer not being able to find you.
Having this said, the question again arises in my mind that how many of us have really cared about making their tweets or display pictures private when we were creating a profile on a social networking website. If I assume that rest of the world is as 'normal' as I am (read normal as not paranoid) , they would've also not cared about this thing when they created a profile somewhere or put too much info on sites like LinkedIn, assuming that it will give them an edge over other candidates.
I do not know or have experienced the usefulness of putting info on LinkedIn or something similar. But as quoted by Keith Harris (who is a senior recruiter with Google) at a Resume and Interviewing workshop at SDSU, putting "as much info as possible" on sites like LinkedIn helps a lot in terms of getting a job. While I am not against putting as much info as possible on the web, I am sort of against this info being listed in random search results and getting into the hands of an unintended person or so called wrong hands. This is specially true when the person being exposed in such a way is driven by certain motives (like job search) and tends to put whatever info possible without caring about the consequences (for example : someone making the phone number/email public so that employer can contact him/her on phone or email).
While I support the theory that one is responsible for his own privacy and should be careful about it, search engines and social networking are contributing equally to it. I have started expecting a time when social networking websites etc become the prime source of spams, scams and information harvesting. While I can be extra cautious about it or be in a "who cares about me" mode, I can think of someone else like me being stuck into this dual mind where he/she has to find a perfect balance between possible opportunity and possible exposure.

Moral of the story: "Think twice before using the term Google Me, you might be more naked on the web than you think you are"

Disclaimer:
1. I realized that I've made many reference to professional networking site LinkedIn but that was in no way the whole point of discussion and rather LinkedIn was just an example and I do not intend to criticize or doubt the utility of the website.
2. The only link in this post (link to the LinkedIn profile of Mr. Keith Harris was just an example to show how easily I can start collecting information about a person. And since he was the only person I mentioned in here, it had to be the link to his profile. There's nothing personal about it. )

Monday, March 8, 2010

Ever Wondered Why?

Life’s quite simple...

I live and I die.

Yet it's obscure

I always wonder why!!


A simple straight question...

A yes or a nay.

Yet so hard to answer...

I always wonder why!!


She places me on a cliff...

I can fall, I can fly

I am standing there for years

I always wonder why!!


She plays jokes on me

I laugh or I cry

She's always something else

I always wonder why!!


The next moment she stuns

If this moment I sigh

She's never out of wonders

I always wonder why!!


..guess I'll never know

Even if I bleed out dry

The only thing to try…

is to live "and then" die !!

Thursday, December 3, 2009

The "Life is..." abuse !!

Just read a status message update on Orkut from one of my 'friend', read something like... "Wanna get lost from life and don't know where!"
Alright.. I know there's nothing in it to feel ridiculous about, but this is not a single instance where I have seen someone writing a "philosophy" about life, there are many of them... I see people saying something about life everyday which is rather meaningless, put into the status message just because it sounds good. Everyone seems to have a "philosophy" about life these days. There's nothing bad about it, infact it's one of the greatest things to introspect every now and then,but here's a thing..
When so many people are writing things about life, it means two things: either they mean it or they don't. If they mean it and put it into beautiful words... great!! But on the other hand, if almost everyone is having a philosophy (which apparently changes everyday, with a new quote found on thinkexist.com or something similar), it gives me serious concern about my cloud growing full of idiots. I should probably say that the world around me seems to be going thoughtless, dumb, irrational, non-analytical and everything else that doesn't count towards wisdom. The worst thing about it is, it irritates me... because the majority of them is after the same thing... i.e. putting someone else's thoughts into their lives, living by someone else's rules, expressing yourself with someone else's words or even thoughts even when the thoughts probably mismatch to a large extent. That's the reason why these days, when I read a sentence beginning with "Life is..." I take it as an abuse to life, unless I know he/she really means it.
What's my corner then? Do I have a philosophy... yeah I used to have many, but not anymore. For me, life is life... it's my today, this moment. I don't give a f***k to what it really means, it means living and nothing else. Life is a battle - bull shit, it's survival and you fight when you have no other option left. Life's love - double bull shit, it's a way to get your needs satisfied, when you have something better, you don't give a f**k to your so called love and needless to say...love dies while we are still alive. Life's a journey - No way!! Noone wants to get out of the comfort zone unless it's really needed and demanded by desires, lust, greediness, ambitions and expectations. Nothing's unselfish and purposeless in life... you live to please yourself and most of the times others. ...
Therefore, the extremist in me... whenever presented with a sentence "Life is..." would answer "bull shit"

Monday, October 5, 2009

Vienna











Day's last one-way ticket train pulls in
We smile for the casual closure capturing
There goes the downpour
Here goes my fare thee well

There's really no way to reach me
There's really no way to reach me
There's really no way to reach me
'Cause I'm already gone

Only so many words that we can say
Spoken upon long-distance melody
This is my hello
This is my goodness


There's really no way to reach me
There's really no way to reach me
There's really no way to reach me
'Cause I'm already gone

Maybe in five or ten yours and mine will meet again
Straighten this whole thing out
Maybe then honesty need not be feared as a friend or an enemy
This is the distance
And this is my game face


There's really no way to reach me
There's really no way to reach me
There's really no way to reach me
Is there really no way to reach me?
Am I already.....

(Most beautiful thing I've come across in recent past... just loved it. Song's Vienna by The Fray)

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Spaces and intimacies...

This by far is one of the sweetest things written for me by a fairly unknown but intimate friend... It's a series of offline messages... She says she'll rather put me offlines than writing a blog, coz I'll have no option but to read it.
I think she wrote it until she reached the maximum limit... :) This is just a copy paste...
Cute!!

gracie said (Yesterday at 7:03 AM):
no offlines?
wat happened?

gracie said (Yesterday at 7:04 AM):
anyways what are u up to today?

gracie said (Yesterday at 7:05 AM):
im in my usual day.. work.. tiresome.. had a very rude passenger today... well what else does rich people do but to be rude and highly demanding..

gracie said (Yesterday at 7:06 AM):
he took all of my time.. callin me back asking nonsense stuff

gracie said (Yesterday at 7:07 AM):
how i wish people like him to just take advantage of free drinks and wine.. and just be drunk the whole flight... and snore his way down the landing platform..

gracie said (Yesterday at 7:08 AM):
well when we landed and all my duties over walking past through security gates just waiting for shuttle to holler us back to our designated sleeping quarters....
he came out of nowhere

gracie said (Yesterday at 7:09 AM):
and started to make pass at me with his obnoxious self and absurd statements on how many hotels he owns in this area
so i just shrug it off and went on to my routine.. and boarded the shuttle leaving him flustered

gracie said (Yesterday at 7:10 AM):
well i was thinking how people can be sooo overconfident with their vast richness
thinking that they can all buy people easily

gracie said (Yesterday at 7:11 AM):
see how money destroys u
thats why being rich only leads to wanting more to be rich.. and leading u to get all u want and wanting more things that u cant have...

gracie said (Yesterday at 7:12 AM):
i wished people didnt discover the whole idea of money growth

gracie said (Yesterday at 7:13 AM):
we could all plucking weeds in our farms all day... and lived by eating grass..
but again were on the age of success.. and bidding more to have endless success that never stops.....
am i soooo pro-grass??

gracie said (Yesterday at 7:14 AM):
lol
well im just babbling.. since ur not online
im just typing stuff that is cluttered in my head

gracie said (Yesterday at 7:15 AM):
i think thats better rather than chatting on chat-avenue and get scarred for the rest of my life
i have no intentions seeing flashin willies on my screen

and if im a mood like this.. i dont think that there will be such a person who will enjoy this kind of chat.... this kind of stuff im using....

gracie said (Yesterday at 7:16 AM):
cause they all just wanted ...... "know how i look like, what im wearing, u have msn, u have cam....."

gracie said (Yesterday at 7:17 AM):
so id rather chat with u while u r offline
not that it matter if u have the time and patient enough to read the whole thing
cause im sure... i am talking too much
so ill stop now

gracie said (Yesterday at 7:18 AM):
and hope to catch u online
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Sunday, September 6, 2009

If tomorrow never comes

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
Shes lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That shes my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
cause Ive lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

--
One of my old favorites.... just love the lyrics.